Stress

So as some of you may not know I am a huge procrastinator! I seem to have a habit to but things off. So a few weeks ago we were assigned a 10 page paper and to have 10 empirical articles to support what we are writing about. Well here it is Friday 4 days away from when the paper is due and I only have 4 1/2 pages done. You see, instead of working on my paper I am writing this post. This is my problem, I have an attention span the size of a Nat. You know whats even funnier, I came to the library to focus because at home I can not (I can find something to distract me, even if their is nothing around). You see I am in the library and nothing is around me cause I found this little room and I am already distracted. That is the problem by having to use the computer to write and do research, the internet is readily available. You see I am just rambling on because I do not want to write this paper. I am thinking..well, i have written 4 1/2 pages today, maybe I can just write 4 1/2 pages tomorrow and then I'll have 9 pages. You might be thinking you have 4 days to write this, don't freak out. Well, on top of this paper I have and exam on Tuesday, the same day this paper is due. Oh yeah! I wish I was a more on the ball kind of person. I would rather be out doing things than doing homework.

I am so jealous of Eric. Seriously! I don't know how this boy does it but he could write 10 pages like its nothing, you ask me to write 2 pages and I like have a heart attack. You should see him edit my papers, can you just say pathetic! And when he studies he can have music playing and everything, me I need complete silence. Eric and I were talking about this the other day actually, and he was like why can't you listen to music like techno, and nerdy me said because I would problem start thinking of twirling routines. I haven't even taught or performed a routine since 2005!

Anyways, I think I have procrastinated long enough. But just on a side note, the other day I was thinking how I use to have to hand write my papers in high school and junior high. I am so thankful that we don't have to do that anymore because my grammar sucks. But on the upside if you write big enough you don't have to say much :)